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Don't know what it will lead to but no longer hiding behind the excuses I've been telling myself. Hiding from people and difficult emotions isn't living.

I felt that

It happen that we tend to avoid people and live in our own world... But if u feel now u can go forward, move with full spirit brother.... Move on

Really it's quite shocking that a man would think it's ok to throw himself on top of a work colleague and try to put his tongue down their throat.

Must say watching a film on this subject matter is uncomfortable though. I've never sexually assaulted a woman but sometimes feel like looking at porn is just as bad as it.

Bombshell... this movie has nothing to do with the game "Ion Fury" or the game "Bombshell"? Because the protagonist of both has also the name Bombshell.

Sometimes we think we go to uni to makes us better, but you also learn important life skills when on a course.

https://www.drunkbiblestudy.com/

Checked out their YouTube channel and listened to some of their stuff. It was quite funny!

interesting but i cant find anything like stoned bible study

You’re welcome!

I'm doing ok. Didn't sleep well Friday night but last night I had a better sleep.

I have an upcoming assessment in early April but after that I should have time to write an entry.

You arre welcome :+)

Yeah but but don't!

Well, I'm changing my approach to whole thing.

i consider that entrapment

You are not. Now stop thinking about such a bullshit. You've come too far to quit now!

Thanks, I was just having a bad day. Lots of issues with my family.

Everything will be fine if you do the things you need to do, talk with your family.

How about your decrease gradually until news year, sounds better to me

If you see so much porn now than you brain and body was conditioned to see (addicted), your brain will become more addicted and will be more hard to leave the PMO cycle, and you will be stagnated in the days 0 - 3. LEAVE PMO TODAY!

That was a good idea @Dragon Birth. I've started just aiming for beating my last record. Maybe that's where I've been going wrong - I've been aiming for a great number of days and get discouraged because I never make it to those days.

True!

I think sometimes we apologise too quickly. What use is an apology if you're going to go back to the behaviour you apologise for?

It was actually with a friend who is training to be a life coach but since she's in training it was for free.

Can't afford to see a therapist right now so this is the best thing that I can do right now. It felt good to finally be able to talk about things that have been going on in my life after 5 years of silence.

It's one thing to write about such things on a forum or social media but another to talk about it. It's so much more freeing to open your mouth and to actually talk about what's going on.