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Relapse after 46 days

Discussion in 'Rebooting - Porn Addiction Recovery' started by HomeAlone, Oct 24, 2015.

  1. Oct 24, 2015 #1
    HomeAlone

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    Yup back to day 0 damn feels like shit was feeling great as ap person too. Being alone sucks..
     
    HomeAlone, Oct 24, 2015
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  2. Oct 24, 2015 #2
    ShotDunyun

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    Depends on the person. Some people say that there's a difference between being lonely and being alone, I'm of the latter, and personally that just works for me. Think very carefully on what you want, most of the people are shit nowadays anyway, just focus on the people that matter m8
     
    ShotDunyun, Oct 24, 2015
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  3. Oct 25, 2015 #3
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    I hit 100 days earlier this year and relapsed, I feel for you man. I would say no matter what right now is the absolute most crucial time to get back on the horse and keep riding. I stumbled and let myself full blown face plant for two months before I started again. Do not do what I did, do not let your brain trick you into thinking it's all gone to waste. It hasn't, it isn't, don't go back to being a slave to desire. You can do this man. All the best
     
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  4. Oct 25, 2015 #4
    heartpower

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    That is a great amount of progress. I have actually stopped counting the days and I've concluded that I'm either acting out or I'm not. Today is the only day that matters.
     
    heartpower, Oct 25, 2015
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  5. Oct 26, 2015 #5
    HomeAlone

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    Thanks for the reply bro you are right there is a reason why Im alone its because people are shitty and just self absorbant. Relapsing has made me angry again. Im gonna keep moving foward because I dont want to be angry. I dont want to relapse ever again. What I realizes is that my mind is not me from thinking about the relapse I thought that it was me and I kept wondering why Im a porn addict. Im watching my mind now and realizing who I am the awareness thats aware of my mind..
     
    HomeAlone, Oct 26, 2015
    HomeAlone, Oct 26, 2015
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  6. Oct 26, 2015 #6
    HomeAlone

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    Thanks for the relpy bro. I do feel like just binging it sucks just from on relapse too. I will keep moving forward this shit is not cool. It has made me angry. No more. All the best for you...
     
    HomeAlone, Oct 26, 2015
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  7. Oct 26, 2015 #7
    HomeAlone

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    Thanks I will think carefully. Im alone, not lonely is how I'll try to think from now on..
     
    HomeAlone, Oct 26, 2015
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  8. Oct 26, 2015 #8
    HomeAlone

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    Yes I do want to stop counting and make everyday the best. Thanks for the support!
     
    HomeAlone, Oct 26, 2015
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