Hey Guys, New member here. Am starting No PMO round 1 for 90 days. Will be updating as frequently as possible. Time to face to inner demons and slay them all. DAY 4 update Alright so 4 days in. I wasnt able to update my last two days as I was really having big ups and downs in my life, internally and externally. So, changes in me after 4 days of NO PMO. There you go: I feel full, I mean, I feel like yeaaahhhh. Come at me bro. I'll tear anyone apart kind of feeling. Feel very grounded. A very big thing happened today and I didnt care about it. I saw my ex blocked me on instagram, which didn't affected me in any way. I could finally see that she wasn't the one anyways to begin with, I was the one lowering my standards to have her. So now I'm like whatever, I dont care. Been taking ice cold showers, doing meditation 1 hour in morning and an hour in the night. My voice has gone deeper and my eyes are laser eyes now.Im made the group leader for the project I'm working on cause I took lead and am the only person who spoke with so much confidence today with the prof that everyone in the class was like the prof is gonna get a heartattack huhaha. Personally, I think that the amount of negativity and pain that was filled in me is the reason that I have a jumpstart on this path. Although, the last two days were hard but I got my power back. Last night though a thought did came into my mind, as to what if I never get a gf in my life ever?? And surprizingly I didnt care. I didnt felt the need to feel bad or anything for a women. So, I'd probably work on the idea of being a true man, inside out. And even if I do get a woman ever, I'd probably be still working on myself. If she likes that, good, if not then the door is always open . Also I'll be starting gym tommorow, after probably two weeks and this time it'll be all heavy compound lifting. So, Im 1. Going to gym 2. Taking Ice baths 3. Meditating 4. Working on application project (which im leading) 5. Eating lots of healthy food (keto diet, makes me more grounded) 4 days in and I see light, I see power, I see dedication. Im never touching my pee-pee again ever for 5 mins of pleasure, makes me a loser for the rest of my life. I'll be updating again soon. ANDD I love you guys
Sounds great. Just remember to love yourself even if you fall a little short. Life is ups and downs. I love how you are taking life head on. You have a lot of motivation... use it to your advantage. There will be time when the motivation is less, take it in stride and don't beat yourself up. This is a lifelong battle, a marathon not a sprint. I wish you tons of success brother. Read this post that will help you greatly on your journey http://www.nofap.com/forum/index.php?threads/my-top-tips-for-leaving-pmo-behind.35201/
Day 5 So I wanted to share the updates for today. First things first, the amount of things coming in my life right now are way more overwhelming than I thought, and for which, if I hadnt been working on NO PMO, I would have exploded for sure. So, yesterday, my dream company (Microsoft) contacted me with a job offer and I was so overwhelmed that I didnt slept the entire night. And in the morning I told my university councillor that I will be rejecting the job I already got and will take the microsoft one, to which she told me that due to the terms and conditions, I can't take my "dream job". Nevertheless, I was extremely grounded and didnt reacted and felt that all my hard work and pain had took me somewhere and that atleast I stand somewhere and companies like these want me to be a part of them. I feel the need to tell this because I know that if I wouldve been fapping all day long, I wouldve cried over not being able to get the job and wouldve beaten myself up for that. I believe that the idea is fairly simple, To be the lion in the world, you have to think, eat, walk like a lion and yet be still calm from inside. And hence I need that internal testosterone to fight with the demons in the world. Its not about some petty little gf, some job or even 6 pack abs. It's more about who you are in the core and not just what you do on the surface, cause you can easily change the course of your actions, but cannot alter the core of real you(probably can grow it). But in the end what you need is strength,power, groundedness and knowledge which will come because of NO PMO. Anyways some consistent changes throughout these days, Deep voice Laughing more Bit dominating power coming from within Dont give a fuck attitude Generating more peace within I'll update my next post soon and will definetely let know what internal changes are happening as well.
