I am on day 80 and starting to negotiate with myself to have a blow out session on day 90 (no porn, just a few jerk off sessions) and then after either going another 90 day streak, or just maintaining a once a week release going forward (no porn obviously). I feel pretty confident that I won’t go back to porn but I still have the TS addiction in my head, albeit no where near as bad as when I first started nofap. I feel like another 90 days will be too challenging, my balls feel like fucking watermelons and now 10 days feel like 10 years away and I am going to explode at any moment - cum brain is clouding my daily functioning.. any tips or shared experiences, please reply! Cheers guys
It all depends on what you want. Do you want to be someone who masturbates sometimes but otherwise doesn't look at porn? Maybe you've gotten where you want to be. I'm wary of negotiating with myself over things I've already made a decision about. Are you negotiating with yourself or is the devil? (Whatever that means to you.) All things pass. Even busting nuts.
I felt the same 7 days ago… but resisted as I love being clean! I’m now aiming for 180!!! Our brain plays tricks on us to get us back there!! You don’t need it anymore buddy! Stay strong!
You will feel better, to not p and m. I say, let the balls be watermelon's. Your feeling lots of porn urges and dopamine hits. We all feel it too
You already know what's gonna happen if you masturbate: you'll do it again... and again, and again. Eventually your imagination wont be enough and you'll go back to watching porn. From there, it's a short jump to TS porn and you're back where you started. You'll release semen in the form of wet dreams or it will be re-absorbed into your body. No need to masturbate...
This is the truth. And OP clearly hasn't made proper or significant strides if he's counting down the days to a "blowout session."
