NoNutNovember Who's In Again This Year?

Day 7

Some bad feelings that make P more appealing. Still here.

Be strong!

 

Your "WHY" has to be stronger than all the problems and excuses that life will undoubtedly send your way. I don't want to be the "Simp" of a man that runs to porn, masturbation, or an easy "fling" to temporarily make myself feel better when life gets hard. I want to be that man of integrity whose actions mirror what he believes. I want to be a man that experiences and sits with discomfort and difficulty...and then faces them head-on and carries on in the best course of action for the scenario I find myself in...and doesn't seek to escape and run away from my obligations and problems. I know of I engage in my escapism behaviors, that the issues will still be there waiting for me afterwards. I might as well just get after them. In the long run, I will be better for it.

 

8/30

 

Still in at 8 days...plan to continue Boo to the Yah.

 

Day 9 coming to a close.

 

10/30. Happy birthday U.S.M.C.

 

I am sorry, fellows, but I relapsed on masturbation 2 days ago. I feel that I am not still ready to leave it. After being able to stay clean for more than 100 days early this year, I couldn't sustain a streak for more than one week. If only I could masturbate once per week without binging, it would be enough for me for now. I'll go for this route, maintain a 7-day streak, and pass from many times per day to one time per week. Also, I'll try to avoid porn as much as I can.

Stay Strong

 

Technically day 14 for me because I started earlier. I'm feeling bad not because I'm horny but because of health issue and it makes me want to relapse just to forget the pain.

 

I ain’t nuttin for nobody

 

Failed. Couldn't sleep at all last night. I was weaker than usual. But I'm going back at it. If I can finish the month in monk mode like I did first it could be nice. It's clearly doable.

 

Late but i'm in

 

Day 20, everything is fine; thinking of things i could do after my mind are free