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BACK to Back PIED over 30 hours span

Discussion in 'Rebooting - Porn Addiction Recovery' started by 12ove, Nov 13, 2015.

  1. 12ove

    12ove Fapstronaut

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    After I experienced PIED twice over a 30 hours span I let myself give in to watching p. I wasn't even going to edge but found myself humping the bed. I regret "checking it" because it led to a little edge which proved to be too much.

    All that being said my gf was a little curious as to why I wasn't able to finish and how I just lost my erection so I have decided that I am going to do a week of hard mode when she starts her period tomorrow. Hopefully I will last long tonight, already know it won't be as pleasurable, but I really hope I can perform for her tonight before she starts her monthly tomorrow. LMK if anyone wants details, I can post them on my journal if you want to know how tonight goes...the week goes..or how it goes after a week of hard mode.
     
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  2. 12ove

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    We were able to get one more time in before her period starts this afternoon. I was actually legit which really helped the psyche going into the week of hard mode. Here we go DAY 1!
     
  3. RiBo

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    Does your gf know about your NoFap forum involvement? It'd be great to keep your gf as an accountability partner. Have you identified your triggers as to why you'd want to watch porn instead of just doing it with your gf? Once you identify the triggers then the rest becomes much easier.
     
  4. 12ove

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    No, I haven't informed her. I have thought about it, but I am not that concerned about the level of my addiction.
     
  5. 12ove

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    Normally when I am bored, can't sleep, or when housemates are having loud sex...usually at those times I am not physically with my gf, and I can't be so it is not a matter of preference. I generally have sex 5-7 times a week with my gf, period weeks are different and often when I find the urge to M strongest.
     
  6. RiBo

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    If you're not yet concerned about the addiction, then you'll never overcome it. The first step to tackle problems like these is to take them seriously, should be high on your priority. If you see yourself fapping to the point where your penis hurts or there are dry discharges, then you should be concerned.
    Why not replace those urges with something else? When you feel like masturbating, just put on your headphones and play games/watch moves/tv..
     
  7. 12ove

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    That's a good idea, I will take it more seriously, and try harder to avoid my urges.
     

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