I'm exhausted .... Ah worth each mile ! I think he did go out not sure .... I am going to shower and then go get a manicure & Pedicure my tootsies hurt from running .... I have driving on my mind it's awesome I can't wait !!!! ☆~☆~☆~☆ Thanks for the music sweet Angel you were an amazing guitarist and your songs got me through the rough in my life.... man you don't even know .... miss u ! x
Ah a good day .... tired .... less stressful .... I did my yoga and meditated and then fell asleep on my mat .... The best sleep I had in a month .... I bought a frozen meal a vegan organic one I finally enjoyed a meal ! I am going to take care of me .... I wish my bf well .... We chatted in passing he wasn't mean to me it felt weird like he wanted to be nice .... I will always care about him .... As spring approaches it will be easier for me to enjoy the outdoors .... There are farms close by and I love horses I wonder if I can help on the farm any extra cash and I can ride my bike there .... I'm brain storming !!!!
Hi! Wow, that must have been some good yoga. I started doing yoga last month, and I have yet to get that relaxed from it. It always leaves me achey, even though I'm pretty flexible and have done lots of stretching for years now. Weird. Yes, let's anticipate spring! Hope you get to spend some time with the horses.
@SheShallBeCalledWoman Thank you ! Asana yoga is different for each individual nothing weird at all.. just enjoy ! I have a few poses I do that are relaxing if you like I can share .... I meditated after yoga on the mat and fell asleep lol I always end up sleeping I really wish I could meditate and get it right .... It's 2:17 am this is where I wake up I am going to meditate and fall back asleep .... I read that anxiety causes acid reflux and that woke me up. My throat felt on fire and I couldn't stop coughing .... Yay ! let's anticipate spring .... and thanks for stopping by
@Ikindaknew Thanks ! I am going to quit smoking again it always was my to go to under stress addiction ... I had a painful night with acid reflux !!!! Made sure to eat oatmeal for breakfast w/maple syrup & Almond milk it has been a while since I had a real breakfast , I had to get my acid reflux under control it disturbs my sleep I did my yoga this morning and I am going through what's to keep what's trash and what is to donate .... I'm nervous, I'm scared this has to be done .... I look sick .... My work scrubs are very loose on me ... I weighed myself .... I was floored not good .... Will study on my app for the drivers written test .... I may start reading some self improvement books I am going to be the best I can be going forward ....
You poor thing. I understand about getting too thin. That happens to me. I have to watch my weight carefully and the moment the needle starts dipping down, I have to fight to make sure I'm getting enough to eat at each meal. Breakfast is a must! I'd love it if you shared some relaxing yoga poses. I always feel strain in my shoulders and neck when I do poses, even when I relax them and keep my posture as aligned as possible. Self improvement books are great! That's such a good idea.
Thank you ! Here is a link please, let me know if it helps with neck and shoulder aches .... http://www.yogajournal.com/slideshow/16-yoga-poses-find-instant-calm-peace/
You're welcome Tonight is hockey night .... I am in ♡ with the goalie .... This is new for me I have been in sex less relationship for 4 weeks give or take .... The guys I thought were hot look even hotter .... I miss intimacy more the reason I must leave here rather quickly .... I can't cave in .... I have to stand my ground ... It is really tough on me ! Hockey think Hockey ....
Yes, Hockey only! Well, it's hard to say because you are in a different situation now. You are sex-starved, but I think its for the better good. Especially if having sex with the guy would make you feel bad afterwards. Please don't become a victim of porn! When you'll get your wheels, you might want to go meet people!
My team won with a shut out BAM !!!! Thank you Ikindaknew! I am really enjoying tonight wish it was hockey night every night
Thank you ! I hope you feel better with some relaxing yoga .... we can exchange our favourite poses if you like also I have been trying to meditate without falling asleep .... Your journal has inspired me to reach out to my faith that I have lost touch with .... I am RC and I think this new Pope is pretty cool when it goes for Popes .... I drifted away from church and began an interest in the Buddhist and Wiccan religion .... I just know it would be a good idea to pick one make a decision for once !
I'm planning on doing the relaxing yoga tomorrow after work! Should take all the stress away. I can't wait to try it. I love any twisting postures in yoga. They make my back feel soo good. I'm so happy my journal inspired you that way. I believe my relationship with God is the only reason I'm still sane right now. It's the only thing that has kept hope in my life. I hope you can get in touch with a church that makes you feel ministered to and loved!
Thanks for sharing AAG. Keep focused on your goals and you'll get to a better place, a better relationship.
Bf told me not to worry about the bills just to buy my own food and personal use stuff like laundry and shampoo etc... I have no problem with it at all ... I was a bit worried because I have been such a scrooge lately saving every nickel and dime .... Should I insist that I chip in ???? I hate this !!!! @SheShallBeCalledWoman Awesome I love dog pose not very twisted but helps the back .... mountain pose makes me feel positive I can take on the world .... Those are simple and won't get you all aches and pains .... I checked out a RCC Our Lady of lourdes maybe next Sunday ? I'm nervous I need to relax .. I know .... Well I'm heading to work busy day will be checking in ... Have a great day !
