Starting the count and the journal late but this is my 33rd day PMO free. Not much to write today but my goal is to post something everyday. Cheers
33 days is incredible, keep up the incredible job, my friend! ChristoX8, lost soul of the Heirs of the Sun, in honor of Operation Fallen Soul.
I've noticed that my dreams of late have been very much sexually oriented although I haven't been having any nocturnal emissions. Also, the semen leakage seems to have decreased dramatically although it hasn't gone away all together. Let me backtrack a little bit. My goal is to rid myself not just of PMO but of masturbation altogether. Although I've been PMO'ing since I was 14 (I'm 30 now); I've come to the conclusion that the only time I can bust a nut is when a woman is involved. Anything else is out of bounds. I know this is going to take some serious and diligent reprogramming of my mind and emotions. However, I am COMMITTED to accomplishing this because PMO has been nothing but a negative force in my life. I'm a different person when PMO free then when I'm in a PMO cycle. I have deep feelings of regret when I think of what could've been if I had never fell into the PMO trap at such a young age. I do not want to be 40, 50, or 60 years old with those same feelings of regret. Feel me? So posting in this thread is a form of accountability and ventilation for me. I hope that something I post maybe able to help someone struggling with this addiction as well. I know that I originally said I would post daily but that me be a little too much for me right now. I will post a least once a week. Day 34 Cheers, RKS
59 days PMO free. My sexual awareness is piqued to a point that it hasn't been in a while. I never noticed how many triggers were around me. It seems like damn near everything can be a trigger. Signing off until next time. Cheers!
90 Days. Thank you Jesus!!! I've reached my initial goal of 90 days no PMO hard mode. Thank you to everyone for your support and encouragement. At this point I am not counting days any longer. I know it may sound premature but I have set it in my mind that P and M have no place in my life at all. With that thought set in my mind my belief and hope was for hypnotic rhythm (cosmic habit force) to take over and solidify the habit. That principle says that it takes 21 days to make any action (physical, thought, or emotional) into a habit. It has been 90 days so I believe that I have replaced the PMO with the Non-PMO habit. That was my goal from the beginning and by the power of God that has been vested in me, IT IS DONE! Cheers and God Speed, RKS
