I had some urges today (day 15) and i used the NoFap emergency app. I came across a pcture of a girl in a bikini, it was kin of cartoon tho. And i looked at it for 5 seconds and it fucking almost made me relapse. Never using that app again! And am i fine for looking at it for only a couple seconds??
You're okay. You didn't let it take you THERE. You faced an unexpected challenge and walked away. Hopefully someone (moderator, owner, whatever) with access will see your thread and make an adjustment though.
It was the app on te app store. Fucking jokes. Now im having a bunch Of thought of other bad material popping in my hes now. Fuck who made that app
ya know, like that fake material isnt a deep connection with my person. Im only on the search for something actually benefiting my spirit. If it aint real i dont fear it If it sont hit my spirit i dont get near it
LOL. A simple random not even nudie pic and you possibly go off the rails? Maybe a good period of flatlining will do you some good. You wouldn't feel a damn thing and time flies by quickly.
In context, I understand it, but I thought you were making a suggestion. I don't think a person can just decide to flatline.
Completely disagree... When I was flatlining everyday seemed like the end of the world. Knowing that you're dead down there is depressing as fuck.