I'm thinking of uninstalling k9 off my pc for the reason to test my willpower without feeling safe but to be stronger without relying on some security filter. I want to be aware that porn and p-subs are out there and are easily accessible cause at the end of the day, it's all about controlling our urges and not indulging in pmo. I'm on hardmode all ready for not having a girlfriend and it has been 40 days since I last fapped, I might want to wait a few days before I get into this crazy idea until Fantasizing dissipates and cravings are manageable to take under control, maybe then taking things up a notch is more doable. As scary as it sounds, i'm putting myself in danger to resist the temptation to look at porn. Is it worth it? I have no clue. Can I do it? Yes. And I'm up for the challenge. Any thoughts before I get into this?
Hi Jungler, I would say that it is like juggling a running chainsaw, you might be able to do it, but... I have been porn free for six years, I still have blockers in place. Not because I am weak but because I just don't need the opportunity. And I know that plenty of temptation exists even with the blocking software. Just because you can survive, doesn't mean you should try. That is my thought anyway.
40 days might be still early to test your willpower. I am saying this because I had some serious urges from day 45 to 50. So just a heads up. Fighting might make the urges and triggers stronger. Avoiding the triggers for the first few months of reboot is very important.
