MasterMind Day 2

Well almost day 90, it feels like a big accomplishment for the second time. Updates for the past weeks. I will restart posting daily. I was pretty stressed out the last 2-3 weeks, because of my free falling grades, but thank full it's starting to get under control again. All though I took a big hit I think I will be ok. Another thing that's been on my mind are women, let me explain. I realized part of my problem is that my emotional stability isn't as under control as I originally thought it might have been. Having a women in my life might give me that second other to talk to when I need to figure out stuff. Also It will turn me more into a man then I already am. There has been this girl that's been on my mind for a little while that I plan to ask out. The great thing about her is that she's quite intelligent, which is something I'm really attracted to in a women.
Other updates:
- My eating habits have improved quite a bit and Think it's been quite successful thus far. I will start moving to another goal tougher version of this from now forth
- Controlling my mouth was getting better, but has recently been on the decline. I will get a better control over it from now forth.
- My studying habits have been mediocre. I'm trying to get a control over it and it's not easy. this task is probably around 1 level under controlling "M" and watching "P".

 

I have gotten past 90 days before, but ended up relapsing. This time I'm going to ensure it remain permanent.

 

Today's Update:
- I got a decent amount of work done today, but I know I can do more.
- I have ate pretty good last little while and I plan to excel in it now
- I need to control my foul mouth more often.

 

well shit, i'm 2 days away from 90 days and I ended up watching some "P". I found a ****ing loophole in my protection software and at this point in time I'm going to just shut down my laptop and be done with it..., I needed the laptop for school work, but its too dangerous. I don't even know what to do with it now. Thankfully I haven't "M" and I don't intend to either. .-.

 

Well after 91 days of trying to not M I unfortunately Succumbed to it. I had come into a very difficult situation and it became very difficult to Avoid All sorts of P not M. Thankfully now That i'm back to my original self I wont M more. I will begin my next 180 day journey starting today.

 

My original goal was to hit 28 days and I beat it 3 times during this journey. I will now embark on my next 180 day challenge journey.

 

Day 8

I just finished college and i'm hopeful that I have managed to get high enough of a GPA to get into University.
My goals for this summer are to develop a master plan towards excellence.

 

So I have finally developed my master plan for this summer and my life in general. I have begun to implement some aspects of the plan. I will put up daily goals for the plan in this thread.

My master plan includes:
- Eat healthy everyday
- Control my mouth everyday
- Read 60 books in 60 days
- Fast on Mondays and Thursday starting this Thursday
- Wake up early
- Meditate 5 min until I can go up to 20 min
- Run 20 min every day starting tomorrow
- Pray 6 times a day
- Memorize the Quran every morning and understand it for 10-20 min

 

today's updates:
- I ate ok.. today except for my pizza .-.
- I didn't exercise
- I had a decent control over my mouth
- I'm more then half way through my book
- I prayed 6 times
- I didn't meditate
- I didn't memorize the Quran

 

Well shit I failed pretty badly lol.
Anyway time for a reboot, but this time I will work smart
I'm going to break down my goals for each month:
- For this month
- Read a book or 2 a day
- Eat healthy
- NoFap