Going back to beginning.

Here is a little story fellas. I am doing this for over a year now. The struggle is real. I noticed my problems when i was first sleeping with my ex girlfriend. I could not get it up. And then it began, the horror in my head. I got really bad hocd and other stuff in my head, and i saw NoFap challange. It was all clear, i have been going up in my porn addiction..watching all sorts of crazy porn just to get that high in my head. And i stopped. I saw progress after time, but i wasn't hardcore in the challange. Was fooling around with my girlfriend. We were okay, she was okay. And then i was cured. i got a boner just from hugging her and all that stuff, though we did not have sex. i was so in my problem that i forgot to love her. After some time we splited. I was going through a hard time and you can guess it, i was back to jerking off. And here i am, from 2 months with no her around i have been struggling, even when we were in in relationship, i was struggling, but now more. 2 times i got to 20 plus days and relapsed. Feel like shit. it is not worth it guys. just to get that high in my head. Though i miss my girlfriend really much i want to get forward with my life. So i started studying really well. And i need your support. This can help me i know it ! i want to feel normal again, and not have crazy fetishes and all that shit ! i want to be a real man ! THANK YOU FOR MAKING THIS NoFap ! I KNOW I CAN DO IT ! FEEL MY PARENTS PROUD AND HAVE A NEW GIRLFRIEND ! I CAN DO THIS FOR YOU GUYS AND YOU FOR ME ! WE ARE ONE FAMILY, ONE COSANOSTRA !

 

Thanks brother ! i really need this, cause i am back to beggining now ! i can do this we can do this ! like a pack of brothers and wolves !

 

Day one fellas ! Going to study and get some girls today ! Like a gent : )