I'm done with letting PMO ruin my life. So instead of saying I'll go hard mode and then giving it up, I'm commiting to everyone who sees this thread that I will make it 90 days without PMO. I will post every day some goals, and recap how my urges were that day. tomorrow is day 1, since I relapsed a 10 day streak today. This is the month where I change my life forever. I will beat this addiction. I AM DONE SAYING SOMETHING AND THEN BACKING OUT. I will do it right then and there. I will also get in shape. I'm going to cut down on calories and cut out all junk food. Water only for 90 days. I will work out and do cardio 6 days a week. Every morning I will take a cold shower. If you guys haven't taken cold showers before, then I urge you to start right now. I never believed in the power of them until I tried it. It is not easy, I can promise you that, but it is worth it. I will do my very best in school these last 9 days, and I will keep all my grades in the A-B range.i will work hard and study for my finals. I'm done with saying "I'll do it later" I will pursue my dreams here and now. I WILL BEAT THIS.
Sorry about that, i was busy all day. on day one i felt many urges, but not near as bad as ones ive had around the 20 day mark. No PMO though. keeping up the fight.
Day 2 Today was kind of a mixed day overall. I felt weird for the first half of the day, and incredibly tired. My urges were hitting at weird times, and incredibly strong for it only being day 2. I feel ashamed to say it, but my urges were so strong i was getting them even from just looking at a pretty girl in a class. I've abstained so far today though, and feel a lot better than i would have if i had relapsed to something stupid on only day 2. -Shazam
Day 1 M with no p on day 2 sadly. Starting over because I need to get my head straight and do this forreal so today is day one. I had a couple urges so far but I'm no longer gonna give in. A moment of pleasure is not worth a lifetime of broken relationships and pain. This time in going to do it right. Signing off for day 1, Shazam
Day 2 Yesterday went quite well, although I was stressed from school and projects and finals. I had some significant urges, but I'm not giving in. No PMO for day 2. Shazam
Day 3 On day three currently. Having some massive urges to MO rn but I'm not gonna let it beat me. I'm not dropping this streak. PMO WILL NO LONGER CONTROL ME. I'm sick of sitting and rationalizing, there is no rational reason to relapse, besides my brain wanting some dopamine. Praying continually. -Shazam
Day 3 Just relapsed MO only. I feel like such a loser. Anyone know how to beat the first couple days? I'm not struggling with p in the first few days as I thought I was but mostly struggling with m. Any tips?
One reason I feel like I've been relapsing with MO this last week is because of finals coming up tomorrow and all next week. So I've been up in my room alone usually with no one home. On most school weeks I finish my homework quickly and then do something active or hang with some neighbor friends. Not an excuse just an inference. I'm reseting tomorrow, and although I feel like I say it every time, I will not quit fighting. I will refrain from PMO for the next 90 days. "Do not burn your oppurtunities on temporary comforts". I'll be keeping that one in my mind during these next 90 days.
Day 2 sorry about the lack in updates guys, had a rough patch but I am now back on track and finishing day 2. I had some urges today, but kept busy and thought about my gf and how she would feel about it. I'm praying constantly, and asking for the power to get through this. The lord stood with me and gave me strength.-2 Timothy 4.17 -Shazam
Day 3 Feeling some very strong urges today, staying off of social media because that's what's given me some major urges in the past. For some reason I've been feeling odd urges towards girls I see during the day. Probably just my brain looking for the dopamine that it's used to having every couple of days. I'll update at the end of the night once again. -Shazam
Day 4 Happy to say I made it through last night with no PMO, but it was difficult. I was having some very strong urges. So far today has been better, feeling a little less shameful, but I am very stressed about final exams. Working on keeping myself distracted this week, but only 2 days after today left of school. Summer brings its own challenges and its own benefits. I'll have more free time, but I'll also have time to do stuff I enjoy and see friends. Keeping up the fight. -Shazam
