excessive masturbation (an absolute honest post)

Discussion in 'Rebooting - Porn Addiction Recovery' started by rajiv, Aug 24, 2016.

  1. rajiv

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    I am tired of this, I over do it, to the extend that it's more of daily a habit. On an average i do it 1.5 -2 times a day. i hold it too tight while masturbating.i also watch porn daily and spend almost all time over net watching porn.it to the extend that every time I open my browser I open it porn. now what i am facing is real shit. i do not get erection when i want. yes i do get it when the stimuli is too strong. even though then, i am not able to keep it for more time. what people call it as penial leakage, it means i get hard and i get erection but, after a while it becomes soft and i loose erection and i find leaked semen. i feel a little pain in some vein over one of testicle and tip of my penis. I am 27 year male. I am little scared. yes i am too shy to go to doctors, joined this website in hope of getting rid of things. I do not know how far i gonna travel or get successful, but yes, today i decide to start it.

    Thanks in advance.
     
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  2. IGY

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    It is a sad story to read Rajiv, but it is all too common. :( You describe the "death grip". :oops: Of course, this is much more pressure than you would experience when inside a woman's private part. This causes you to lose sensation in your penis.

    You also describe porn induced sexual dysfunction (PIED) and it will take time to recover from this. But you are ready. :)
    It is not a good sign to feel pain in your private parts, but ALL these symptoms will be resolved as you recover from this.

    Maybe you started puberty and masturbation (porn) fifteen years ago. Try not to be too shy on these pages. Be open man. Look at The Glossary ^ for unfamiliar terms and listen to this video about our addiction to porn masturbation and orgasm:

     
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  3. PotentLife

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    Welcome, rajiv! Lots of people here have gone through what you have, and have made great progress in overcoming this damaging habit. I can imagine you being one of the great success stories, bringing inspiration and solid advice to newcomers who have suffered the way you have. You can do this, rajiv!
     
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  4. Struggle Bug

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    Hello @rajiv , I can understand what you mean with the weak erections. I've a problem with excessive masturbation too and I've done a lot of binges through out my pmo life, I've gotten to an extent where I fapped for more than ten times in 24 hours and still kept going, my body become weak and I just slept , wake up, eat , wank and watch porn, then go back to sleep, all within the span of 24 hours. I've been doing nofap for almost 10 months now and I am no where near where I was before, can't say I'm doing good right now , but never ever give up on changing this bad habit that we have. Focus your energy in other stuff and try your best to keep yourself busy. Stay strong and start your journey the right way.
     
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  5. rajiv

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    thanks all for writing in. trust me, i just want things back as normal and the random content on internet is so depresssing, its killing me. but, i just felt good by reading all of your replys. its a humble request, if you guys will be kind and share some of valuable video or articles, which i should prefer.

    Thanks already
     
  6. rajiv

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    how to see my journal . how to maintain a journal . if anybody can help.
     
  7. Princess Anna

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    Aww you poor thing! Don't give up! :D And please don't ever be embarrassed to go see your doctor. Any good doctor will keep it professional and wont be judgemental at all. They are there to help you. Also, the more people who bring their health problems from porn and masturbation to the appropriate medical personnel, the more recognition such problems will get by society and people may finally realise that this is a thing... if that makes sense? Good luck :)
     
  8. IGY

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    Anna is right, a doctor is a professional. Any problems with your penis and testicles such as pain is something they deal with frequently. You will be afforded the utmost dignity. If you are worried that your penis looks small, remember that usually the smaller the penis is when it is soft, the more it tends to grow to full size. Whereas a large, but soft penis, may not grow much at all when it gets erect. Please do not allow shyness to prevent you from getting professional treatment.

    To start a journal, go to the Reboot Logs forum. Click on the Ages 25-29 section and Start A Thread. Every time you have something to add go to the thread you made and add another post in the text box. This will help you make progress. :cool:

    I hope these videos inspire you...



     
  9. rajiv

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    i don't know how to thank you enough for these videos and your reply. still. m truly thank full. Thank you Sir.
     
  10. rajiv

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    i was reading some articles about this. they say the pain goes in a couple of week, i started it on 24/7/16. just waiting for 15 days, if its still there, i will go and visit a doctor. thanks for this reply. thank you very much Sir
     
  11. rajiv

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    Hi Igy, You dont knw , what kind of motivation you have given me by sharing this video. it just made me more and more determined. Thank you Sir, please keep sharing anything you come across.
     
  12. rajiv

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    whoever you are, thanks for your message , it really means a lot to me. no mater what, this is a issue which still am afraid to discuss in public and with my friends. Your reply means a lot to me. Please keep inspiring and motivating. Thank You Sir.
     
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  13. rajiv

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    Hi Chill dude, Tell you a secrect, Your story made me a bit relaxed (chilled), I just thought if you gonna help me fight this, there is no "NO". Fuck "NO". I am gonna get over this, Will never gonna say no and never going to feel devastated. Your case is much more serious than me, you being at my side, it means a lot to me.Thank You Sir.
     
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  14. IGY

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    You are very welcome @rajiv. :) I found these informative and inspiring as well:



     
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  15. rajiv

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    Thank you very much Sir