Well i fantisized after i peed and i got a boner several times and i look at it it was a thing of either precum or pee.. i thi k it was pee because it wasnt slimy. Is fantisizing a relapse? i dont really care about fantisizing i care about M and watching P.
No, I wouldn't call it anything close to a relapse. It's a natural response to starting a reboot. You're not acting on the urges and impulses, so your mind and body are coping. But in time things will even out and it should occur less frequently.