Relapsed and watched something disgusting

Discussion in 'Rebooting - Porn Addiction Recovery' started by Happyguy, Oct 21, 2016.

  1. Happyguy

    Happyguy Fapstronaut

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    Hi guys,

    I feel so disgusted by myself. I have relapsed the whole week. And now after another relapse I watched something shocking. I escalated to more hardcore P and I still did not get arroused by it (no one should get arroused by does things). I thought that I would never get back to the old times when I would only watch something disgusting to get turned on. I'm overwhelmed right now. I don't know how this happend. But here I am again.

    This addiction is so dangerous. I watched something that I don't like in reality. Something which I find disgusting and inhuman (barbaric to be correct). Schools have to educate children about the great dangers of P addiction (it's the new super drug, which is legal and free to get any time any where). It literally changes what you like when having sex or watching it.

    I will give it my all to never PMO again. I just feel disgusted by myself, I feel like a criminal. The Sex Industry has fucked this generation big Time!

    I still wish all of you a good evening. Please never PMO it's really not worth your time and well being.

    Good night
     
  2. District19

    District19 Fapstronaut

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    Relapsed relapsed relapsed....but why? you should always remember each and every second the purpose why you start this NoFap life lstyle...No PMO should be like a burning fire with in the veins for the beginners... just imagine the benifits of no pmo...and try to fantasie these benifits...think that you are unique...and set a strong goal..try to work on it...In fact as you are in the begning stage i give my personal advise to self satisfy your brain..WHENEVER YOU ARE REALLY REALLY URGED JUST SWITCH ON TV OR PC WATCH ANY SONG OR PROGRAMME OF ANY LADY ARTISTS AND LOOK AT THE BEAUTY OF THOSE ARTISTS AND ADMIRE IT FEEL IT AND JUST THINK ABOUT THE ONE OF THE BENIFITS OF NoFap THAT YOU CAN ATTRACT MORE GIRLS LIKE THOSE BY HOOKING UP TO NoFap LIFE STYLE.ALL I NEED TO TELL IS SATISFY YOURSELF BY ONE WAY OR THE OTHER .THIS WILL EVENTUALLY HELPS TO GET OUT OF PMO AT THE SAME TIME WHEN YOU ARE GETTING SATISFIED TRY TO IMAGINE YOUR FUTURE TO THE BENIFITS OF NoFap.
     
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  3. IggyIshness

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    Educate in school about porn addiction?? and the dangers? not even in a million years! Its all about making money and gaini g control. porn is a industry and makes billions of dollars a year. and the schools wont tell you not to use porn be ause u arent making them money
     
  4. IGY

    IGY Guest

    I believe there needs to be an overhaul of sex education in schools. Here is a promising development in Auckland, NZ...

     
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  5. Alex Bee

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    Yes, overhaul is necessary. I'm glad as a 15 year old, I was well-educated about the effects of pornography already, unfortunately it took me a rock and a hard place to see that this was effecting me terribly.
     
  6. Happyguy

    Happyguy Fapstronaut

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    Thank you for the video. Yes It is very important to educate children about this new phenomenon. I stumbled over NoFap just a few weeks ago. Just wished I was clarified with the big effect of P when I was a teenager. Alex Bee and Igyshnee both are you are so young. Your very lucky, your brains haven't wired as deeply as people who have watched P for over a decade.

    Cheers