100 days challenge without masturbate

Hi i am italian and i am 33 years old, my english is not good but for resolve my probelm i want do everything is possible so i am in this forum ... in my country death grip is not a thing that say nobody know it, i was at the doctor and he told me you have a phsicoloy problem take medicine for erection... i am not able to have an erection when i am with a girl without medicine and i never cum, only with my hand i can get both, i want resolve so i started my challenge on 22 of Genuary, today is would really want masturbate

 

Yesterday e today my hand sometimes was automatically on my dick

 

almost 10 days yesterday i was on facebook , i saw a video how to get a girl on tinder and the guys started to have sex.... i got a boner...fuckkk i didn't want see porn

 

I am angry...really, i am annoyed to listen the same words, yesterday i was at the doctor for the exams...blood , testosterone and prolactin, the first time i had an hight value of prolactin...yesterday every exam were good and the doctor told me that probably all this is something of psycologic, and she suggest me, to go at the sexologist.
I don't know what i will do maybe could be usefull only for say hey italian doctor wake up there are other couses, maybe is that grip, is time to know it.

I don't feel need of porn i don't feel need of masturbate

 

Today i am feeling very horny maybe something is changing .. i would like very much have sex and cum with a girl, should be a nice sensation

 

Absolutely the only way that i will have cum is or during sleeping or with penetration, do you know if there are other people with DE and what is it hord mode on this website? you know some italian words i see

 

Almost 20 days i touch my dick only for understand if it exsist again, i don't feel idea about mosturbation

 

32 day withaout masturbate and porn, sometimes all is easy sometimes i think how would be beatifull cum on the face of a girl, during the morning i wake up with erection, first this thing did'nt happen, i am thinking maybe i could be cured and this time i could be have an orgasm, i don't know how i can pratictise without a girlfriend, maybe i shoud go with a prostitue for 3 4 days

 

Ok day 75 i don't know what think

I didn't cum no porno no masturbatio but i thing that i would have pollulation wet dream, but instead nothing
i don't know if is normal and if my dick is working again

Last week i had a chance to have sex but i didn't take my opportunity and now the girl is come back with her boyfriend
probably if i really want resolve my problem i have to take every opportunity to practise sex, more sex i have more chance i have to cure
my self

 

Here we go i am at the end of the first step, yesterday i took my dick and i tried to go up and down without cum with only 2 finger, i was excited, maybe this is a good signal, i am thinking to masturbate and cum and restart other 100 days, i am curio about guinnes word record about no cum

 

I had masturbate, i try to do it only with a finger, i was able to cum only with a finger this shoud be a good signal... now i will start a new challenge of 100 days

 

here we go another challenge a fter 100 days i had masturbate now i try to repete this time with the goal to fuck with a girl