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I think I made it.

Discussion in 'Rebooting - Porn Addiction Recovery' started by AdarasViritur, Feb 14, 2017.

  1. AdarasViritur

    AdarasViritur Fapstronaut

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    On february 27th I'll get to 90 days, but I think the "shift" has already happened.
    I feel like my brain is completely free of porn slavery, really. Like, I simply don't need it anymore, it's a thing of the past.

    Generally:
    -My view of sexuality and women has been changed to its root, they're not just sexual objects anymore.
    -I have a lot more confidence (also with women);
    -I'm a lot more willing to socialize;
    -I started meditating;
    -I'm a lot happier in general, I don't focus on negativity anymore.

    A very interesting consideration is the following:
    despite not being able to avoid my recurring sexual fantasies, I gladly realized that the focus switched from my own pleasure, and from the mere act of penetration and orgasm to a deeper and sweeter act of cuddling, feeling her breath on my skin, whispering words of love, gently and slowly touching the girl and imagining her REACTIONS and FEELINGS.
    The only thing I care about in my fantasies now is HER pleasure, HER body, HER feelings, in a pure and sincere way and it DOES NOT make me feel DIRTY, GUILTY or a LOSER anymore.

    Enough said, hope this will motivate you. Don't give up guys!
     
    jest, 牢不可破, Jay Chou and 5 others like this.
  2. Awakening123

    Awakening123 Fapstronaut

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  3. 3000

    3000 Fapstronaut

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    Congrats man! Looking to get to that point as well. Keep going!
     
  4. Jay Chou

    Jay Chou Fapstronaut

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    I wish to get there in 90 days!
     
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