So, Im currently on day 9. Last night I had a few close calls. For example, got a text of naked huge boobs from a girl i use to date. Also ended up scrolling through someones fb who had very risque pictures. So ya, tempatin was there. I stayed strong though. didnt give in! But the weirdest thing happened. BEfore bed I started to have a fantasy about some porn i use to frequent. Was hard getting the thoughts of my head. Anyway I went to sleep and had a dream that I fapped. I was PISSED!!!!!! Even when I woke up I thought I fapped for a few mins, before I realized it was just a fucked up dream. So strange. I've had longer streaks than this (day 9) before and never had that happen. Anyone else have this happen?
I often have those dreams once or twice after PMOing. They go away with time. It's the addicted mind talking to us.
I had a weird dream where one of my fetishes occurred. I agree with Aiyoshi that it's your brain trying to trick you. Thinking "hey wasn't this fun? Let's go back and do it!" But fortunately you have the power to say no!
This always happens to me once I start making progress in abstaining from PMO. It usually freaks me out because, like you said, I think I've relapsed when I just wake up. But you haven't relapsed. Stay strong and stay away from sources of temptation!
Yeah I've had dreams of relapsing before, they seem so real, great relief to wake up and realise it didn't actually happen.
I've had wet dreams of this exact thing happen to me at week 2. It was Me fapping in a dark room and doing it secretly knowing my wife is in the next room over... When I woke up it was so clear to me WHY I needed to stop this behaviour. This is unfaithful, disrespectful, dishonest and just horrible and I was dreaming it! But the fact is that I had lived it for far too long and that was my brains way to try to get me back into PMO. Well it failed. I'm not far, but even at day 30 dreams are no longer about porn and no longer about me fapping. They still happen occasionally but it's me and my wife, I'd say that's a sign of recovery for me since those never used to happen. Stay strong! It's worth it
I had that happened to me on Day 30 also but I have been getting more nightmares. Not sure if it's related to NoFap. I usually just ignore the nightmares because they usually don't mean shit.