so I'm only on day number 2 and I already can not stop thinking about watching the hardcore interracial/cuckold site I've been addicted to over the last 4 years. The worst part is even after I canceled my membership a few days ago, they messaged me and said it wouldn't expire for 3 weeks. All I can think about is my favorite girls they have shot and all my favorite scenes. It's so tempting but I know this has to stop. Is there anything that you guys recommend to take your mind off of porn? Anything to keep you busy? This is only day 2 for me...when did most you guys start to naturally not think about porn?
Maybe amazon Turk services... They're an addicting online way to make money for amazon by doing jobs which computers can't do.
I know how you feel I am struggling alot today with the same thing on my day 6, all I did today to keep my mind off it was clean my apartment and do some laundry and then just hung out at my sisters. I hope your doing ok and not struggling too much over the last few days, I keep telling myself the porn is still fresh in my brain and that it will take a lot of time to overcome it or even not think about it but eventually one day at the time I will overcome this.
Whatever you do, try not to sit or lie down and find something productive to do like cleaning or exercising. Some motivational music might help too, especially the kind that gets you pumped. If you have no choice, maybe a good suggestion would be to think of every time porn turned you off and know that those kinds of videos are very common because porn in and of itself can get kind of gross or just be mediocre. And try not to have a reason to be bored, boredom gets me all the time when it comes to urges.
Chew a table leg, run up the side of a mountain, dig a hole 100 feet down and then fill it back in, walk as far as you can away from home and figure out how to get back, clean the shit out of your house, write down every word you can think of, buy a harp and learn to play it, read a book, read it again, memorize the book, recite the book to your neighbors from memory, knit an area rug, mow your lawn with scissors, do any god damn thing you can to keep away from porn and porn-substitutes. Best of luck.
I can definitely relate man! I'm on Day 2 and craving P isn't as much of a problem as MOing is. I went to church this morning went and ate lunch with friends watched some NoFap videos went and did some more stuff semi fun stuff and came back home now I'm laying in bed and the thought of MOing has crept in my mind maybe 2 since I laid down. I think for me staying busy and active and me personally spending time with God(not sure if you're religious or not) or meditating or listening to Podcasts just something else thought consuming.
I'm feeling vulnerable too, I just got off from work doing inventory, I don't feel good, but I pray that I can get through tomorrow unscathed, let's keep up the fight, happy dreams everyone
