So I think I'm gonna reset! Because I'm feeling convicted about edging and stroking myself a few of the days on my streak especially last night. So for me to say I haven't touched myself sexual or sexually gave myself pleasure in 11 days wouldn't be true. I'd rather scratch it all and be truthful than keep a streak that's a lie. What do y'all think?
I'd agree resetting is the way to go. Edging is just as bad, if not worse because it's creating a prolonged dopamine effect compared to just a quick release from MO. Or just keep your current counter going and create a new "no edging" counter going.
The only counter I have is in my head! I think I'm not going to reset or restart because obviously my body was saying yeah restart so you can MO. Edging is bad you're a lier if you keep going so restart now and MO. I know that's just the enemy so I'm not! I didn't relapse, I'm getting my day started right now. This may sound bad but I'm pushing my shower back until I run a few errands just to be safe!