I am 17 with full blown ed.It had been somewhere around 40 to 45 days since I last did pmo. Although my counter showed 61 days, somewhere around day 17 I masturbated to fantasy but I didn't reset my counter and I chose to forget it because it discouraged me and this counter thing was probably a very important reason how I made it so far. That's not it, I started wallpaper hunting for mobile and ended up juicing my brain quite a few times and encountered a few naked pictures and memories of old pornstars back. I never succumbed to the temptation of fapping and I feel really proud of that fact and also that I masturbated only once in 61 days.for me personally that is an ultimate motivator. I have reached a point in my life where pmo isn't an option anymore and urges to pmo are very few but libido is zero and ed improvements super slow and hopeless for which I blame myself as I wasn't completely clean as I told you. Now, although I haven't relapsed and I experience a ton of benefits in behaviour with the same hopeless ed , I wish to start again on a clean slate and what I heard a Rebooter called monk mode. Wish me luck and advice are welcome. I thought what I did for myself today was best for me and this site has been really helpful
Begin honest with yourself is a first step of change, and u are on the right track. Stay strong and I know I'll read your success story eventually
