My health dilemma

Dear fapstronaults,

I am new at Nofap, in fact its my first day. In brief I will put my story below so that you can guide me as per your experience.

Some ten years back I started masturbating, it was devoid of porn. I mistakenly played with the penis and from that day till now the life went in different direction. I used to M at some twice and thrice a weak and sometimes thrice a day if its a holiday. So it continued like this. Then slowly I observed my hairs turning thin and falling at high pace. Then my brain ability to grasp things get declining. I started staying low, less friends and I used to watch porn now and then but i was never a hardcore porn watcher due to religious understanding.

To put it short, now i have blurry vision, very low concentration to the level that I can't talk sometimes. I have to take it slowly to process every sentences. The big problem as of now is that I can't sleep or stay in less ventilation areas like bedrooms, closed cars, any closed containers because I feel like sufficient oxygen is not reaching my brain and I will feel unconscious after coming out of the place as generally in a oxygen-less areas. Due to this I feel my brain cells is decreasing day after day when ever I stay in less ventilated areas. So still I get afraid thinking that my brain is degenerating day by day. FYI I am single and aged around 27.

To fix this problem, I consulted neurologist and done CT brain. Then consulted psychologist and taken tabs for six months with out any considerable effect. Then after a year I went again to neurologist to solve that mystery of lack-of-oxygen thing, and did MRI brain scan and the report was clear. Then I consulted general medicine physician and did master health checkup where all reports were clear. But unfortunately the doctors could not point out the reason for my symptoms I mentioned above. Now I am taking some energy tabs.

My suspect is that it is due to the low blood pressure (hypotension) happened to me some five years back which lasted for one hour and I was on the bed trying to sleep at night. That time I didn't went to doctor. This hypotension happened due to excessive masturbation ( may be some four times) I did that day. I regret for that day till now, and for the thing I ignored hypotension and stayed quietly. Probably this has reduced or killed many of my healthy brain cells which cannot be rolled back. Now I can't learn things as used to be and is less productive at job.

So this was story in brief. I request fapstronaults to suggest and guide me in this regards. As you know, the science has not resolved my mystery. If any of you experienced the same thing please share or direct me to the thread.

Looking forward for constructive ideas and suggestions.

 

The big challenge to me as of now is to believe in my SELF. I am under this presumption that I am weaker then others. I am not the one that I used to be. This has lead to lack of self confidence. As such I can't take any challenges.

Now I am jobless, so this is adding much to the feelings. At this time I need strength, which I have to gather anyhow and cope up with the market challenges.

Joining nofap has given me hope and courage that there are many other who are going through this, and I am part of them. I am not alone. I have seen frequently coming here is helping in keeping this PMO thing at the front part of brain and I can be focused on my activities and be alert.