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starting over

Discussion in 'Rebooting - Porn Addiction Recovery' started by lazylion33, Jun 6, 2017.

  1. Jun 6, 2017 #1
    lazylion33

    lazylion33 Fapstronaut

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    im going to try and abstain with Gods help from porn and masturbation
    it is hard , very hard , but continuing with it wrecks havock on my emotional state and isolates me , im in recovery from drug addiction and feel like PO is chipping away at my recovery spirit weakens my soul , last time i started with so much motivation and and lasted 18 days which is amazing , now before i logged on here i almost went the opposite way so today is day one and hopefully this will be a lasting jorney .
     
    lazylion33, Jun 6, 2017
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  2. Jun 6, 2017 #2
    lantti

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    18 days, I had streak of 21+20 days last summer. After that only 14-15 day streaks and rarely. This is rocky road. Still, keep up the good fight:cool:
     
    lantti, Jun 6, 2017
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  3. Jun 7, 2017 #3
    lazylion33

    lazylion33 Fapstronaut

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    Day two and as soon as i got home PM
    Is the first "reflex " habit whatever u want to call it compulsion is to do it even though i literally prayed for help stopping it may God help me with this
     
    lazylion33, Jun 7, 2017
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  4. Jun 8, 2017 #4
    Mtired

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    I think you should continue to ask God God for help. I'm on day two now but I'm praying more often because prayer really helps especially when you know that you are accountable before God.

    I wish you all the best.
     
    Mtired, Jun 8, 2017
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  5. Jun 8, 2017 #5
    kevin02

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    The one thing I realised is that pornography came into my life at a vulnerable stage of my life, where learning to love myself should've started. Instead of facing the challenges in my life I used porn as an escape. I never realised that self-love and self-appreciation is built in the face of challenges. When you love yourself you always act in your best interest, you exercise because you want health for yourself, you spend more time with your family because they love and appreciate you for who you are, you ask that girl you like out because you want her in your life and you chase the job or career that you're passionate about. Learning to love myself is essential to beating pmo because pmo is not benefiting in any way.
     
    kevin02, Jun 8, 2017
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