I was born to be a porn addict

Not cool post bro. He was confessing here trying to get healing on a very shameful thing. It was when he was a kid. It could of been he was 5 and cousin was 4. You have no idea or place to shame or condone anyone here. Who made you God judge and jury. Besides every person who has used porn has used child porn and so have YOU! There is no way to know the ages of some of these girls from all over the world in these videos and photos. You think the porn makers in Russia or China or Mexico are checking IDs? No way. And in the USA girls have used fake ids and lied about their age..So by default you use child porn. Who is anyone on here able to condem you?! Im just making a point,.... if a guy and girl are both 17 and having sex, then he turns 18 first and they have sex is he now a child molster? Get real brother. Kids fool around.

 

i say what i think. i am allowed to say what the fuck i think about this

 

only God can judge, you are right on this but this is my reaction for that matter. I have never watched pedopornography ever. from fooling around to abusing sexually so doing non-consensual stuff to a person (who can be sometimes a relative of the abuser) there is a huge difference. don't mix the 2 things

 

You obviously haven't hit rock bottom yet. Wait until your so drained porn does nothing, then when u do get a little spark you waste it on porn and then your dead again. You may rethink your destiny

 

No one is born to do anything. They choose the way they want to live their life and you chosen to sit and watch porn not caring for change. I know you can make a difference.

 

Like I said, u haven't hit rock bottom yet. When porn loses its appeal you got nothing. Alot of us are rebooting because we have no choice. It may never get that bad for you. Either way, good luck

 

I am sorry. I had no idea. Well, the point of nofap is to be honest and fix ourselves. I have come too harsh. I did bad things myself. I apologise if I made you sad. Life is always precious. I wanted to die till few months ago as well. The fact you want to improve yourself is good. I'm Catholic and I believe in forgiveness. Nobody's perfect. I made mistakes too. I know how hard is to be honest 100% about addictions and I appreciate you getting this off your chest. Focus on your recovery. Improve yourself. I know you can do it

 

Why the fuck are you even here then? Dont answer it obvious. Take a hike troll.

 

i can recommend you what works for me. use daily R Tribe, it is a free app that keeps me motivated, i put my thoughts everyday before going to sleep. get busy especially when you feel triggers, also working out, studying and focusing on work, eat healthy and surround yourself with good people and who love you

also i think it is important to make amends to the ones we have wronged with our behaviour. I felt a big urge to make amends at the beginning of my recovery. I think you should speak with your cousin. See where she and you come from. I dunno if you believe in a religious faith but i think it gives you a big help

When i hit rock bottom months ago God was the only one who could help me forgiving myself and heal the pain in my heart. I did go to confession in church too, it wasn't easy to say what i did but useful so you can start your life in a better and cleaner way. Here is the 12 steps program to overcome addiction http://www.12step.org/the-12-steps/

 

Well, you're right. When you say "you" meaning me, there's nothing I can do for you. I think you might slowly be starting to come around.