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275 days fantasized to erection

Discussion in 'Rebooting - Porn Addiction Recovery' started by Hisself, Jul 30, 2017.

  1. Jul 30, 2017 #1
    Hisself

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    So I want to get your take on this guys, today is day 275 of nofap. I've been feeling pretty down lately and have been having obsessive thoughts about my size. I am rebooting to subdue my lifelong fetish enough to be able to have sex. I had a random fetish fantasy with someone I know pop into my head and it gave me a hard on. I used the opportunity to measure it and tried to stimulate it to keep it long enough to measure. After it went away I tried to fantasize again to get it back and it didn't work. I had precum immediately. I want to know how much you guys think this affected my recovery from pied. I'm not happy that it happened and never intended to MO nor did I. It's been a long time since I've gotten an erection alone to a spontaneous thought and wanted to use the opportunity to relieve my size anxiety. Obviously fantasizing about your fetish when that is what you are trying to overcome is counter productive, I know the fetish isn't going anywhere I just want to be able to have sex. I was not intending on getting an erection from fantasy. I did notice mild brain fog afterwards. What do you guys think?
     
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  2. Jul 30, 2017 #2
    Hisself

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    I also want to add that in the past 9 months I have at several times gotten erections interacting with girls and have never done this before nofap. I know that this has in a small way rewired my brain to more natural interaction and I just hope that this didn't undo that and reinforce what I'm trying to get rid of.
     
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  3. Jul 30, 2017 #3
    YngwieWanksteen

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    Congrats on your 274 days so far. That's mighty impressive.
     
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  4. Jul 30, 2017 #4
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    I'm not entirely sure what you're asking but I'd agree your streak is impressive. Keep up the great work (FYI, I don't think a brief period of fantasizing counts as a reset so long as you quickly got it under control)
     
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  5. Jul 31, 2017 #5
    Flossy Carter

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    It's just your brain playing tricks on you to make you give it that dopamine rush.
    I've been doing the same thing except that I wanted to know if my dick is "Working" or not which eventually led me to relapsing and feeling like absolute shit the other day.

    Whatever thought you get in your mind about sex or absolutely anything to do with your penis, Just try to ignore it and get it out of your head by taking a long walk and getting fresh air.
     
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  6. Jul 31, 2017 #6
    JakeWoods

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    The fact that you can get an erection just from thoughts alone is a positive sign. Even if I think about my fetish it doesn't get me erect. Take it as a good sign and carry on :)
     
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  7. Jul 31, 2017 #7
    kattskagg

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    Now you know you can get erections from thoughts. So now you don't need to do it again!

    I also have these size obsessions and fetishes, have posted a lot about it in my nofap journal. It's what led me to relapse so I think I could understand you problem in some ways.


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  8. Jul 31, 2017 #8
    NotSoAverageJoe

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    Run, run, run as far away as you can
    Run away from your sexuality and hide away from intimacy

    Or

    You don't have PIED anymore, go get laid. Or casterated. Your choice.
     
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