Thanks snake ...yeah in those moments we can be very irrational. I wish this chick didnt push all my drag me down buttons
I know that Life can be a bitch sometimes but we need to be stronger! Everyone at some point in our lives was feeling down and each times this happen we've got a choice between falling deeper or pushing ourselves forward. So keep fighting and maybe you'll have a chance to get the girl back or meet someone new.
I would recommend on starting your own personal journal and update it as you go. This way you can track your progress and hold yourself accountable for your goals