Windycitydeamon

Fapstronaut, Male, 32

Yesterday I was having trouble keeping distracted, but i did a good job of staying away from tube sites. Oct 16, 2019

1. Windycitydeamon
  Yesterday I was having trouble keeping distracted, but i did a good job of staying away from tube sites.
  
  Oct 16, 2019
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2. Windycitydeamon
  I spend alot of time alone, and I dont have many friends. Loneliness and bordem lead me to turn to pornography.
  
  Oct 2, 2019
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3. Windycitydeamon
  The more energy I spend at work to tire my self out, the more I think about jerking off to porn.
  
  Sep 26, 2019
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4. Windycitydeamon
  Just got home from work and I desperately want to watch porn.
  
  Sep 25, 2019
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  2. Deleted Account
    Ah. The reward fap. It’s never worth it....trust me.
    
    Sep 25, 2019
    
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5. Windycitydeamon
  I stopped posting updates because I've been having trouble practicing self control, I usually relapse after day 3. I'm ready to try again.
  
  Aug 4, 2018
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6. Windycitydeamon
  Having trouble putting my phone down.
  
  May 27, 2018
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7. Windycitydeamon
  I was scrolling to my newsfeeds on FB and something about poped up and now i want to watch porn.
  
  May 18, 2018
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  2. falafu
    Accept and feel the urges until it pass...
    
    May 18, 2018
    
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  3. Deleted Account
    It's fine mate. Urges can pop up anywhere. Just cut off the flame before it become a raging fire. Get up and go for a walk. Hit some pushups. I hope you allowed it to pass and are doing good :))
    
    May 18, 2018
    
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  4. Windycitydeamon
    Thanks guys. I was having a hard time trying to get some sleep and having urges. I was really happy when i woke up anf and realized i made it through the night.
    
    May 18, 2018
    
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8. Windycitydeamon
  I completed day six today at 7am. Im begining to feel minor urges to peek at porn.
  
  May 14, 2018
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  2. Deleted Account
    Don't follow them mate. Your addicted brain would try to get you back to square one each time but you can certainly push through that. Keep hearing onto this beautiful life ;))
    
    May 15, 2018
9. Windycitydeamon
  Day number 3 complete.
  
  May 11, 2018
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10. Windycitydeamon
  Checking in: at 7am I made it through day number two. Yesterday i didnt edge or watch porn.
  
  May 10, 2018
  2. Happy Gnome
    Great job Isaac, please continue keeping us updated about your progress!
    
    May 10, 2018
    
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11. Windycitydeamon
  Checking in. I made it through day one, i found it really hard to keep my self frol. Edgeing.
  
  May 9, 2018
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  2. vxlccm
    Keep working on it. A steady pace will get you there. Good luck today! We're with you.
    
    May 9, 2018
    
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12. Windycitydeamon
  I can't get a grip. I started the month of May strong, but as of lately I can't stay away from porn.
  
  May 17, 2016
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  2. BushidoWarrior
    I promise to stay away from PMO/MO/O today if you do. We can both do this if we put our minds to it. Deal?
    
    May 17, 2016
    
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13. Windycitydeamon
  I relapsed today. I feel bad about it, but I didn't binge. I did it, got it out of the way and moved on. Still feel kind of bad though.
  
  Mar 6, 2016
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  2. makethatchange
    Remember that bad feeling you have and learn friend, great news you didn't binge your on your way to the light :)
    
    Mar 6, 2016
14. Windycitydeamon
  The good news is I haven't watched pornography in over a week. The bad news is I am still trying to cope with the porn induced ED.
  
  Feb 28, 2016
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  2. BushidoWarrior
    It shall pass my friend. Don't worry about it; we've all been there. Just focus on what is in your control: your potential to seize the day. Good luck!
    
    Feb 28, 2016
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Jan 2, 1992 (Age: 32)

I live in Chicago Illinois. I attend Northeastern Illinois University and am currently studying to attain a degree in History and Education. I like to read, some of my favorite books include The Things They Carried by Tim O'Brien and The stranger by Albert Camus. I also enjoy comic books and graphic novels; my favorite comic book superhero is Superman. I enjoy a wide spectrum of music, however I gravitate towards grunge and post-grunge alternative. Some of my favorite bands include Pearl Jam, Soundgarden, and Radiohead. I also like the sound from the 80's, bands such as Guns N' Roses, Metallica and Red Hot Chili Peppers.
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