I'm a worthless attempt of living person; should be done with it before I got someone else's life in custody.
At least my stretching sessions is producing good results: my squats today didn't put a tax on my knees (they usually do) and my shoulder is a lot better. Let's not talk about the pain on the back though. I'm hoping it's muscular.
Worked out at home. Been stretching daily in order to come back to my old form. Somewhat horny, no urge to porn. So, good news I guess.
Keep on trying, act different next time. Love yourself, be merciful to yourself. If you can't, find somebody who is merciful to you!
Failed again. Just came back after 1 week at mom's place. Wife was not very warm at having me back, no idea why. And I failed again.
I’m sorry you are going through some tough times. Just know that YOU are stronger than all of this. We are all here for you...and believe that you can get through it. Start over stronger.
Sorry if I look insensitive, but I'm simply not convinced on how strong you or whomever say I am. I simply feel like giving up on everything because, well... I should simply get real. This is my best. Wasn't enough. If the walls I built aren't strong enough, let the wind take them as dust. I can't control it.
With that attitude...I’m afraid you’re right. I’d still encourage you to get your head right and get back in the game. Be it now, next week or even months from now.
Did you have some reasons? Waking up late night, drinking energy drinks, taking much zinc, these easily leads relapse.
I sincerely have no idea. On Sunday I had sex with my wife two times on the same day, and were having no problems with porn at all. I guess I became curious, and was alone at home.
Problem is, wife is travelling tomorrow to work and I'll be alone until Saturday. I'm afraid I'll relapse again. I've been alove while away from porn... it's so unpredictable when I'll convinve myself on doing it.
My goal is to avoid porn. SInce my last failure, masturbated once and had sex thrice. Things have improved nicely =)
You did great, my friend. Now use this situation to learn about what went wrong and what can be improved, so you can fight this stronger! Good luck! ;)