If any man thinks ill of you, do not be angry with him, for you are worse than he thinks you to be. - Spurgeon
I relapsed tonight I’m a weak and selfish man. If my salvation was in any way dependent on my performance... I’m surely doomed
Don´t cry about that and make a change. Focus on your discipline, motivate yourself. You are not a weak.
My mind has been stuck on thoughts of sex and depravity all day. I despise myself and my thoughts for making tools out of men’s daughters.
Even the strongest of us suffer from this. Don’t blame yourself...instead try to focus that energy into something else. We will get better with time.
However many blessings we expect from God, His infinite liberality will always exceed all our wishes and our thoughts.- John Calvin.
I’m conflicted with my desires. I have the love of Christ which is sufficient, yet I yearn deeply for a conjugal relationship.
That's the test God puts us through.. We can be embraced by Him or fall in the lies & trap of the deceitful one.. Every day, every moment is a choice to choose good or evil !! The choice is ours to make.. May God Bless You & your family!!
Thanks for the blessings. I know regardless that I have brothers around the world who make me less lonely through Christ. But the felling still comes and goes
reset again today. I’m trying to Think of what her parents would think if they knew what I was thinking of their daughter. It’s not working
What helped me get on longer streaks is understanding that lust is never satisfied no matter how much you feed it. When you are having urges and withdrawal also tell yourself that your brain is healing right at that very moment. Just a few things that help me ;)
I asked her if she would be ok if I wanted to see her theater performance. She said gave a resounding yes.
Don’t be! It’s a process...we’ve trained ourselves to habitually do this for YEARS. It’s next to impossible to just drop it whenever we decide to. Get your head right and try again. Get up, I’m right here with you.
Went on third date. Had fun. Did not even try to hold her hand. I’m angry at my cowardice to even try anything.
"You only lose if you quit." And we are not quitters mate. Analyse your relapse. Fix the voids. Build solid habits. Get an accountability partner. You would go long brother this time, i believe. All the best!
Really stressed at the moment. Thinking about bad stuff to ease it off. Going to try and sleep to push it off.
I failed again!! Their was no P involved it was just me waking up in the morning with the urge. 10 days gone down the toilet.