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Relapse. I am losing my m---hahahahahaha.

Nov 2, 2018
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Relapse after 2 weeks.. trying again

Oct 27, 2018
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Faintly, I experienced another regret rising in the middle of the night, it was that moment...

Oct 21, 2018
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  If I didn't embody fear, If I just man up , I could have hit her, but instead, I let her in another man's arms. I touched my thing last night as a result of that memory.
  
  Oct 21, 2018
  
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Relapsed. I let my guard down this morning and PMO. Felt disappointed, regret. I took a shower afterwards and feel better

Oct 13, 2018
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2. Deleted Account
  Time to move on and win the next battle! You can do it.
  
  Oct 13, 2018
  
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BetterGreen
One improvement I experienced is the ability to snap out of adult website and focus in the moment once i opened it whenever i feel bored

Oct 7, 2018
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  Once you are shoved the ugly truth about porn, and you realise what you are doing, you can be free. Choose it.
  
  Oct 7, 2018
  
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BetterGreen
Reached 35 days. I am grateful that I've made it this far.

Sep 30, 2018
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BetterGreen
Gonna take a break from forums, social media, and am going to park to exercise now. Start with self-control.

Sep 22, 2018
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  Thts good.All the best.
  
  Sep 22, 2018
  
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3. Deleted Account
  Good luck with that
  
  Sep 22, 2018
  
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BetterGreen
Felt numb these two days. I was hooked into YouTube dramas, conflict, eager to participate into the drama as well... I don't know what to do

Sep 22, 2018
BetterGreen
Reaching 22 Days, two days ago I almost had a relapse. I didn't take YouTube seriously and was linked to a video with thumbnails of ....

Sep 15, 2018
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2. BetterGreen
  I ended up taking a peek, and ended up googling these P actress. I almost orgasmed, damn it. But I was saved because I fell asleep.
  
  Sep 15, 2018
  
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BetterGreen
I have felt the urge again after entering 2 weeks. I stalked someone and it backfired. There was a link to escort pages. Clicked it. And..

Sep 7, 2018
2. BetterGreen
  I binged inside for almost an hour. Managed to break the attention due to morningwood. And I continuously direct my thought on my journal. Here I am after all the struggle. Feeling listless.
  
  Sep 7, 2018
BetterGreen
While boredom happened this morning, the urge is rising to look up to porn. Urgh.....

Sep 5, 2018
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  Extinguish it, there are better things to do instead of watching P & doing MO for a few moments of pleasure only to feel worse.. Cheers & good luck!
  
  Sep 5, 2018
  
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