Bettermylife

Its Been almost 2 weeks since deleting everything. I am ashamed. Risking my life like this for what? Pictures of naked females. I wouldnt even try doing this in real life. Sick! Hate myself , depressed , paranoid. Wife notices i am depressed has no Idea what I have Been doing. How could I Ever Tell her. She deserves all the best . Crying .... afraid of losing my family which I by all means deserve. I pray this never sees the light of day . It has to stop .