Few young people keep trying for as long as you have. You are not a loser, you're a fighter. It might help you to keep one journal here, instead of so many new threads. Say: https://www.nofap.com/forum/index.php?threads/all-over-again.44273/
Welcome to Heirs of the Sun. Those just coming in should be everywhere on the Member Wall. Dedicate yourself to recovery and you will succeed. Along the way we can give you some tips. Read the oath, the pledge, the affirmation and stick around.
