Comments on Profile Post by Halpherisdusfrey

and me now who puts mind into studying. Both the actions on laptop. It haunts me every second when i look back myself about like 3 months before, before i decided to join Nofap.

Really, a real change. When i reappear that scene that i'm a protagonist of a story of shame and inferiority, and how it affected heavily on functioning my life at that time i know and watch porn, about a year.

A year of extreme fluctuation of my emotions, mostly suicidal, shame, guilt, inferiority to other people in my life. I haunts me every second think about it.

Like me at this time, i said it's a really thin line because of how i can easily go back to my old version, who always has guilt and shame flow in every cell of brain.

Think about it, feel frightened and intense, and stressful, and horrifying.

Now here i am, feel like i'm climbing back onto the cliff where i fell, and keep on climbing to higher mountains of other aspects in life.

I want to say it out and hope to find some empathy from this community who feels like me. I'm sorry if this post make any trigger i don't ever mean that.

And finally, i just wanna say, who decides to go on this path, please keep going, keep moving. Looking back is never ever easy for me. Sometimes i do and remember how sad and depressed i was, and me now, and how easily i fall to the trap.

Keep going you guys, if you're reading this, i pray for all of you. Do it for yourself and never stop, never give in. Life is short, live for yourself please.
Have a nice today, this weekend, and so on. I adore all of you <3

*A year and a half for PMO addiction, have to correct.

Don't be so busy hanging between yesterday and tomorrow so that you end up losing today!

Bests wishes
-MSH

@MuscularSherlockHolmes i know, i had tons of assignments waiting @@
Thank you for reminding me, i always remember, sir !!!

Congratulations on twenty!! :D

You're a very strong person, I admire you for it.Just remember how strong you have been till now and continue that way <3<3 Have a nice day wherever you are on this beautiful planet. :)

Inspiring words, Halph. You got a lot to give to us! loved reading this and I resonate of course. Thanks for caring for us so deeply <333 we care about you as well!!

Thank you @Coffee Candy. We're all in the same boat, we stay together and fight for our lives. *warm hug in those rainy days in my place*.
(anw, i'm searching for the word 'resonate', thank you ^^)

@bashka Thank you, my palllllll *hugggggg* ^^