Amir Mcm.

To then fellow friends, into the time chamber I go.......

Willie Hutch -The Glow(The last dragon) Im about to do this. for family the world , I will be back with winning results. Im here for a this.

Peace................

So I'm off till the next time I post or w/e happens lol. I probally still be in the same position or even worse butIt is what is all ways is

I turn 21 Thursday but at this point it doesn't mater if I make it there........

I guess lol life doesn't work like that. Canceling all dreams to the work a job until I finally die............ and deal with the next curse

Slowly sinking while trying to have hope maybe a " Creator " would give a LASTING HINT to what I want and need to do. But................

Kind of make you not want to live, waiting for something but it never does. Feels like I'm stuck in a soduku puzzle with no clue of anything

Nothing changes, Slipping slowly into total failure. Completely beating a dead horse praying to the "creator" and hoping one day my life

Fucc it...

mind is corrupted but heart is still pure

I have a 99% chance I will fail tonight and lose again, I just know it........Life is just a cycle

I have no control over my life or circumstances affecting my life. I am just done....

God if you are seeing or hearing my prayers out of the billions of people on earth just know I have failed my self and others around me.

I'm at 1% energy, drive, motivation, and love.. If this is Rock bottom for personal struggles. I AM HERE.

Fighting this battle of life for years now, i feel like i got a lasting body shot from a punch and the wind is knocked out of me,

4 months later and I'm still losing and failing, nothing changes i see but time.

I talk to god,and come to the conclusion I'm talking to myself, so who i'm praying to for help.

Aint no change Bih, Just the same shidd

Nothing ever changes, it just a huge pattern....everyday, single day ,I can expect the same crap tommorrow...Sad but true..