10 weeks hard mode clean, just something i tought before marry

10 weeks clean in hard mode.
Consuming sentraline and multivitamin for brain in first and 2nd week also fifth week, cosuming sentraline with decreased dose and multivitamin again 4 days ago, 2 weeks from now i Will go cold turkey(note: multivitamin and ssri is prescribed by my andrologist, i don't even want to eat ssri in the first place, their side effects really annoying)

I realize before marry
1. Parenting really suck mentality
2. I need hardcore mentality and patience
3. I am not ready to marry if i can't wait my brother in training (i must not complain)
4. I am not ready to marry if i can't pay and be patience for my sad brother that wants to be spoiled a bit
5. I am not ready to marry if i am angry just by brother that take one meat from my food
6. I am not ready to marry if i am easily angered

It's more than sex, it needs mentality and money. NoFap is just one of its preparation.

I think sex is the most beautiful gift from God for someone who already ready to commit with someone in their life.

Btw thank you NoFap, see you in day 90!

I do it for my future wife and for myself. When i repair myself, she Will too. I believe it