Warning: Possible triggers, although not very detailed. I haven't watched porn for 16 days, except 1 time. But have had sex several times (about 14 times these 16 days). I feel that is way too much, and will aim to reduce the amount to retain. But 1-2 times per week with sex is good enough, while having access. But if that deal ever get broken I will try to retain for longer. We had a round yesterday. But I relapsed to porn today. I believe there are two reasons 1) I want to watch other people that are hotter than my current partner 2) I am getting horny from having all this sex and that diminishes the will power to retain. I startet edging, but stopped this and got down to business pretty quickly. It feels like the orgasm is much greater with porn, probably because of the actor.
