20 years of porn addiction

Discussion in 'Porn Addiction' started by Hardwork11, Jul 10, 2020.

  1. Hardwork11

    Hardwork11 Fapstronaut

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    I am porn addict.
    I started watching porn in 2000 and got addicted within a span of 5 years.the worst thing was the self loathing,shame and guilt i fel after finishing off.
    That did not stop me either,afer 15 years,normal porn became bland,not arousing me anymore.i sank lower into taboo genre.i tell there isnt a straight genre i havent explored,one day i jerked off to shemale porn unknowingly which scarred me .then in 2018,i got married and thought this was the end of it.nope,sex with wife was not as exciting as i expected.i had to watch some videos to get excited.finally videos were boring and long i needed instant 5 sec porn,i discovered something called GIF porn,more powerful and addictive.
    My health was failing,i got easily tired,i was thinking porn all day,when is next fix,next high.
    2 months i said enough of this bullsht,this thing is gonna kill me or i am gonna take it to the grave.i am already 36 years old with a wife ,2 kids,why the fk would i want to fab to porn gifs.
    I stopped right there,when i have a craving,i go home to my wife.life is good,sex is a bit exciting.

    I also had a habit of smoking while fabbing,this also stopped.porn free and smoke free for 2 months now.
     
  2. Prince6543

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  3. Timecop

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    Your post made me realized that I've been addicted to pornography for 17 years now.

    I started at the young age of 10.

    Its a goddamn long time...
     
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  4. Di.Do.555

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    Good to know.
    It will take you a while and you may relapse here and there but never feel guilty.
    Slow progress is better than no progress.
    Keep going
     
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  5. Asdor22

    Asdor22 Fapstronaut

    Grats man!
     
  6. sam30

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    Would you class as a relapse if you accidentally looked at hot girls on ig? Would you think it will be a straight relapse?
     
  7. Di.Do.555

    Di.Do.555 Fapstronaut

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    No , it is not a relapse. What is IG?
     
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  8. magic05

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    As far as I know Instagram doesn't allow nudes.

    I know that from my own PMO addiction because many amateur channels get constantly banned on IG. So how could you ever relapse on pictures/videos on Instagram?
     
  9. Garek

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    I'd say I am going on 25 years AND I learned how to use the space bar :D

    Bro that's so easy to do.
     
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  10. Indurian

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    It could be considered a relapse if you use them as a porn substitute. There is a distinction between unintentionally glancing at a picture compared with actively seeking out then ogling / lusting / using to get a dopamine hit
     
  11. sam30

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    Well I did becuase I saw pictures of girls with nice legs in stockings. It gave me urges as I am addicted to foot fetish
     

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