Well, hello there! I'm Victor, a 20yo normal guy with a normal life (i think), but I had that problem since my early teenage... Yeah, it really sucks. (I'm sorry for the english, I speak portuguese) I first met pornography by my friends at school and it became a lifestyle, since my 15yo (i think) I started to spent more and more time to it, sometimes I skipped a important homework to dedicate to PMO. Now, I'm 20yo and I have some social problems, I think I dont have social anxiety cuz I can communicate well with men and women, but I cant construct a relationship, I just cant talk about my feelings, about my struggles and I just cant form strong bonds of friendship or love. However I decide to challenge myself in NoFap after denying my addiction for so long. I noticed my addiction when I Was going to have sex with a girl that is really attractive, but I felt no interest in the moment we where there, I experienced a PIED and it's frustrating and I felt really embarassed. Then, some hours later I was able to have a erection watching porn and so I realized that problem I was neglecting for so long: My Addiction. I'm kinda anxious right now, fearing that I have a ireversible issue or something, feeling that I ruined my life and lost so much time of my life, but here I'm at my 4th Day of hard Mode.... I hope I can continue and I can have my Sexually Healthy brain back again. Start of NoFap 01/16/22
Hello there, big brother(because i am 13 years old) I can understand your pain i have your experience since i was first introduced to sexuality at 10 years old and started watching porn at 12 and got masturbation addiction just a couple of months ago. Like you, i don't have problem with erection but i saw that i was getting PE the more i masturbated. So i am also on nofap like you i give you my best wishes. (btw i am from india and i would like to know about portuguese culture or what ever country you live in.)
