Hey all! I am Mr. Inglorious, a prospective graduate student and a junior researcher from India. When I was 15, I realised I was gay. During the initial phases of my identity exploration, I had to deal with extreme amounts of sexuality related anxiety resulting from my closetedness. To overcome my stress, I began watching porn that gave me a weird, but a nice feeling and at the age of 16, did my first ejaculation. Since then, I grew uncontrollably interested in porn and gradually got addicted to it. But then, I was academically very successful and this part of me was consuming my time and energy that I always had to make up for it. Slowly, I began jerking off on a daily basis. In 2020, when lockdown was announced I came back to my home from my hostel and began jerking two times a day. It then grew to 3 times. Somehow I got inspiration from few movies and had decided to come out in the same year. At the age of 20, I came out to my friends. Coming out is a glorious point in my life that I stopped watching porn for 2 months without even realisation. Unfortunately, I relapsed. I have been here twice before from my anonymous gmail accounts that I use for porn subscription. But today I realised I better use my personal email id to emphasize my inner self that I'm serious about quitting. The new year is to begin in a week and I cannot imagine a better period to start my sobriety. Wish me the best!!