3 Days passed... now I want to crush someone's skull

Hello everybody!

I am a 25 old virgin. Untill recently, I never had a girlfriend, and even now with my current girlfriend I have problems to get to a "next level"... like, being more intimate with her and having the balls to kiss her ( only cheek-kisses until now ).


I go to the gym regulary, have a social life and have a job which is also my hobby, so no problems in that department.


I am the "Psychotic" type ( the two others being Neurotic and Perverse ) which defines a character who tends to be late ( me ), creative and open minded ( so me ) and having problems with intimacy ( also guilty ). But I don't want my life being ruled by my psychosis. Though I work on myself ( I used to be way more shy & timid, introverted, not really fat but also not very fit... not anymore ) and I am proud of myself because I have become a stronger version of myself ( greetings any Elliot Hulse fans here ;-) ).

But back to my actuall problem at hand;

I've read about those nofap-challenges on the internet and how it improved their life overall and also how it helped them getting "laid". So - while I do not consider myself a "beta" ( I am rather assetive and have a natural agressivness )I am having a hard time to get myself more intimate with my GF ( hence my name here ).

So I am just trying this thing out... hopefully it will help me. Also registered in here for motivation and information people with the experience...


Anyway; I am now more then 3 days "dry". I noticed I am not as tired as normally - no fatuige whatsoever. On the contrary... I'd like to fight someone or just go to the gym ( going tomorrow anyway ) - so lot's of energy. However my balls are hurting and I got like really freaked out... what if I have cancer or something? Is this normal?


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Edit: Just wanted to state my fapping-habits: Sometimes I have so much work or other things to do, that I don't even think on fapping/sex/porn for several days, but sometimes I wank up to 6 times on a particular day ( NOT like everyday! XD ). Also I don't watch Porn-Vids, only pictures. Sometimes I just use my imagination.

 

Thanks man. But no, I was serious... it isn't? I mean my balls hurt; I can't imagine that's normal - is it?

And about going apeshit... As stated; I go to the gym ( strenght & cardio training ), so I hope I can use that raw energy there. I've heard that cold shower also helps, so I gues gonna try that too.

Maybe I could use it in my music ( I play in a Death Metal band ( Broken Cage ) ) XD

 

@strive4more: Thanks. As I've written, I am new to the whole concept/nofap-thing, so I am not familiar with the lingo... so I guess I AM a newbie after all


@NoFabjack: If you actually read through my post, you'd knew, I am not butthurt nor crying. I think you have mistook me for someone else. Also, I am not your "bro".

 

Let's make it official; a week has passed, so technicaly speaking I've met my set goal... however: I still have a cold and can't but wonder if I lasted that long just because of my sickness. I mean right now, my balls ARE bigger, but they don't hurt at all, nor do I feel like fapping. Well I guess that's a good thing right? However I wanna go on and see how long I can last without masturbating when I am healthy again.

I even feel like trying out that 90 days "challenge"