60 Days Hard Mode!

Discussion in 'Success Stories' started by PeetaMellark, May 12, 2015.

  1. PeetaMellark

    PeetaMellark Fapstronaut

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    So I've made it to 60 days Hard Mode...

    Absolutely no ejaculation, or edging at all.

    I'm proud of myself, because it's not easy, but I've set myself this goal and I want to succeed.

    I'm flatlining right now, which makes the desire to MO or PMO lesser, but then you have to deal with what flatlining brings:
    Mood swings
    Depression
    Loss of libido
    Apathy
    General fucked upness in the head...

    I'm looking forward to being free of all this...

    I look at some of the posts that guy's make '5 Days! Feel like Superman!', or 'Day 19 - Superpowers', and I wonder why this isn't happening to me... I did have many MANY false starts before I got to where I am, and did feel great at the beginning, but now I just feel... Meh...

    Anyway... I keep fighting the fight, and saying No!

    Looking forward to PMO freedom...

    I know it won't be over in 30 days, it will be with me forever, but like when I smoked and I couldn't quit that, I kept going and eventually it became a habit of my past... A part of my life that I now frown and laugh at... That's what this is... The doorway to a new me that I will look back on, and see this masturbating porn freak, and frown and laugh... I'll always own and love that part of me though, because he's helping me get through the door... Sometimes it's hard to walk through a new door, and many times I've shut it... This time though, I have my foot wedged in there tight... It's not going to close before I walk through it!

    Keep on keeping on fellow Fapstronauts!!
     
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  2. Cooldude4

    Cooldude4 Fapstronaut

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    Keep focus, live strong!!! All the best
     
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  3. DannyCool

    DannyCool Fapstronaut

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    I'm down with that. The behaviour of masturbation is nothing other than suffering. :(
     
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  4. fapequalsdeath

    fapequalsdeath Fapstronaut

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    Aye, suffering masked in pleasure.
     
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  5. 1DayAtaTime

    1DayAtaTime Fapstronaut

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    Fight on through that flat line bro, you're doing great!
     
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  6. Dailydoer

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    Hey man, congratulations on your day 60! Everyone is different so don't worry about when the changes will occur. This whole journey is the change itself. It teaches you discipline, motivation, and gives you all that positive energy. Your time will come when you'll look back in your past and see how much you've improved. I hope this streak of yours remains forever ;). Good luck for the future and may Allah bless you.
     
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  7. PeetaMellark

    PeetaMellark Fapstronaut

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    Thanks @Dailydoer @Pug @fapequalsdeath @DannyCool @blogboy .... Nice words.

    I just found this quote that totally sums up where I'm at:

    "No one can tell what goes on in between the person you were and the person you become. No one can chart that blue and lonely section of hell. There are no maps of the change. You just come out the other side. Or you don't." Stephen King

    This sums up where so many of us are at...

    Let's all come out the other side together!

    Stay strong...
     
    Last edited: May 13, 2015
  8. DannyCool

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    Love that 100%
     
  9. spartanian

    spartanian Fapstronaut

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    yeah bro you inspired me keep on fighting
     
  10. zippytime

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    Well done fella. It only gets better.
     

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