7 years of on and off porn

Hello everyone! I too wanted to quit porn and masturbation and hope that this forum will help me reach my goal. Abstaining brings much healthy benefits for me based on my experience. I realized that masturbation is like a cycle that affects my mood. I noticed that after doing 'it', i would feel just fine and relieved then the next day comes and i become very moody and low in energy. If i abstain for about two weeks i feel very energized, confident and lively. My thinking performance becomes improved. I become more open, more sociable and more attentive. However, lately, i wasn't able to resist the temptation of looking into some porn. I have a gf and tried masturbating to her, and it feels great while thinking about her until i orgasm. Then i lately tried porn again and noticed a big difference in its feeling. It never felt good anymore to masturbate to porn. It was exciting at first but not as good after doing it while thinking of my gf. My gf for me is the best, she turns me on like no other, i love her. My problem however is that we're not open yet to the sex thing in our relationship just yet. I respect my gf and the fact that she's not ready to have sex with me yet so i'd rather wait until she's ready. In the meantime i want to renew myself and focus a good relationship with my gf.

Best of luck to everyone!