Something I have been thinking of, as I admit, I miss the days where I can get constant erections from simple pin-up/nude images of sexy women (Both real life and cartoon images) and from fan service scenes from animes. Instead of now where I’m not getting a lot of random erections outside from morning wood (Where sometimes comes from sexual fantasies that I want or don’t want or random thoughts) and with my girlfriend, which depends on the mood at times and the porn that I watch which keeps ping ponging to different things of regular stuff to more extreme tastes. I think how I miss the simple stuff but thinking more about it, I haven’t factor in that I was a teenager back then with hormones going wild to now in my mid 20’s so that would factor into that and my excessive looking at porn effecting that and maybe it will change when I go a long time with no Porn and masturbating. Though of course with that it can be the addiction to want to go back to before it went crazy and to not move on from it to try and improve myself to being the best version of myself, feeling a bit childish as wanting to go back into getting erections from fan service scenes. Though probably when I am past the 90 days or more I’ll probably have a different mind set.
