A day of winning for the better future

Discussion in 'Success Stories' started by Deleted Account, Nov 20, 2020.

  1. Hey guys,

    I'd like to mention my succes story back to 2016, when I had my longest streak without PMO. It was 62 days.
    It happened because I started a new carrier back then, and I needed ALL of my energy to focus to rebuild my carrier. I relapsed when I became a bit lazy and I was used to tgat work. So my message is that always look for new challenge in order to prevent relapse.

    Anyway.

    I guess this day has been a milestone. I haven't experienced it like this, before.

    I have realized the pattern. I have a huge task of the day, I have huge fear that I'll fail and have anxiety and then I escape to my so-called healing remedy which takes all my pain away. Porn. Now I have broken this pattern.

    Urges came before that big task, this big challange but at that point I said: "f.. you, go to the hell, I won't quit!" So the urges went away, I did what I had to did today and I PASSED that task which was kinda... test os my personality-stamina as well.
    I had huge confidence today.

    This evening my partner began to drink some alcohol. I didn't because for me, this month is a non-drinking-challenge month, too. (I haven't drunk for 20 days!!) So my love drank a lot and now he's sleeping.
    Sometimes when we drank lately and I had urges and my boyfriend slept away and I couldn't sleep, at that state of mind I became weak and began my P.marathon ... You know, the inner voices said: "this is the last time" "he is sleeping" "you deserve it" "you're horny and he won't make love with you tonight". So relapse happened.
    But not this time. I know that I love him and he can't deserve that virtual thing and it is worth to wait for him. He is my love and I don't need this virtual painkillers.

    With these 2 thinks, I feel that I have taken a huge step to my "best version of myself". You know, I feel that now I'm in that another reality that I always imagined. I could have choosen that other reality where I failed and I watch porn in the night. But I didn't.

    Today I have successfully strengthen that great future.

    Butterfly effect happens!
     
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  2. Thanks for sharing!

    Bro, this particular forum is for 30+ day success though only lol. There are age specific and advice/support specific locations for this kind of post :)

    Cheers to making it to 30 days by the way. I *comment here, but I have not yet made it to 30 to make my own *post here yet. Best of luck we both will.
     
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  3. Oh sorry, I didn't read of the guidelines properly. Then I hope the mod will delete this post :D Sorry, I will read the intro description in all topics.
     
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  4. All good, not even a mod, but I read the success page a lot! What you said is still good! Maybe copy-paste it? Or just leave it, up to you.

    Take it ez man!!
     
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  5. I re-edited my text so it is relevant by now.
     
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  6. Congratulations! you can get there again man :) one day at a time.

    I also say "go away temptation!!" and focus on new things when I feel weak. That is the correct mindset to have.
     
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  7. Thanks man, and workouts can be helpful as well. :)
     

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