I don't know where to start... I'm an almost 20 year old, kissless virgin male. I tried to look away from this so many times and I have to put an end to suffering. I don't recall exactly the first time I watched porn, but it surely was around the age of 8-9. I feel like I've been exposed to sex in one or another way by mass media (this is not propaganda of any kind) since I was very little. My first orgasm was with porn, before becoming 12. It is just sad. Through all theese years, my social behaviour has just been getting weirder and weirder. I've always been very timid with girls, but it's come to a point of collapse. Now I can't barely talk to females of my age. I even rejected a girl I really liked and hid from her and others. It was a painful hit in my self-esteem Procrastination has also become a huge deal. These last two years at university have been really poor. I feel like I letting my life escape, sitting here, spending a lof of time to look for some "exciting" porn. It has also denied me time and energy for my hobbies. It's obvious that I need help, so I joined this community. I'm taking the Don't Jerk Off June Challenge as I study to retake my exams. Thanks to everyone who read this. Have a nice day, hopefully without PMO.
Good effort man! Trying to go through the school system while dealing with PMO or other addiction problems is really tough! When I first got to university, I shut down and stopped going to classes in the first semester. So I think you're doing great being in your second year. Even if you have to retake your exams, so what? Hell I'm 23 and still haven't completed university year 1. You got a leg up on me, take the June challenge and show those exams who's boss!
