A new hope - nofap

Hi, my name is Joe or you can call me sefz, and I want to beat this PMO addiction once and for all! Its been a painful journey so far, going good for a few days or maybe even weeks without PMO, and then BANG! You shot yourself again joe and comes with it, is well, you know, shame, guilt, sadness, depression and just complete utter disappointment. I grew up as a Christian, which makes it even worse (for me) and the first time I PMOed was when I was 16 years old, I managed to break into my cousins closet and found a suitcase full of dirty magazines and off went my racehorses. Ever since then, I just couldnt stop. Even through my first to my most recent job, I was 'on it' before work and after work, I developed a really disgusting habit, even through my university days I would just get stressed and just nut off in my private time when I get the chance. During university I used to drink and party a lot, and when I get a hangover, I usually just PMO and nut off just to cure it, maybe 3 or 4 times. Even after clubbing I would PMO before I konked out (mind my slangs, Im a Kiwi). I remember many times I used to PMO before or after attending church SMH. My longest streak without PMO is two months, two measly months and got hooked again. I am now 31 years old, and still fighting this neverending battle, but this time I will do WHATEVER is necessary to end this war against PMO/sin of lust and to finally be set free. So I hope that this NoFap and community can help me achieve this goal. We got to work together, we just can't do it alone you know or maybe I just realized that now . Take care all. God Bless.

 

Mind my late reply, I've just been reading a lot of other posts, haven't slept. So glad I found this site. And thanks for the support.