This will be long and weird, if you have time then read . This is my second start here. First one was years ago accidentally while searching web but never knew I will come back here.. I know we all are here for a reason and I wish luck to all . Since young I had many questions about my sexuality which I still have and I'm 100% sure most of us have.. Being 21 now it does seems weird but its true.. I am addicted to mastburation since I was barely 8 and addicted to porn since 15.. A HEAVY ADDICT HERE.. yes... I have been from every type to every genre and was from beginning more interested in men but before that I liked a girl very much and were friends and after that years later I found another girl but things never went Too close for me.. again I was neither senseless to boys.. But the difference was I was hardly connected emotionally to boys rather than girls.. For boys I would have compulsion to be around them and want them for sex.. For girl I was on other cloud.. I wanted them.. I loved their companionship, I loved their smiles, I felt happy. With some boys too I felt the same but for those i didnt have sex urge.. I just want to be besties.. Today after being here I realised that may be I never was able to know my sexuality because I was addicted to gay porn from very beginning and thought myself to be gay or blah blah all through.. The question still exist.. Let's find out finally by leaving years old chain which had packed me up.. Its fearful but I think I am not that weak though..
Check out my thread on my information page called "Am I a Sissy"? Also check out these articles from YBOP I’m straight, but attracted to transsexual or gay porn (or gay attracted to straight porn). What’s up? Porn FAQs What are the symptoms of excessive Internet porn use?
Super simple. Think back before porn, what were you attracted to. If it's just girls you are straight. Another method is to quit porn and eventually your sexuality will return to default and your fetishes will disappear.
