A strange one today...

So I'm at 50something days now and feeling fairly good about myself and how, up until the last week or so, it has been relatively OK going. I had a little wobble and caught myself before doing anything earlier this week, and also had to self isolate from my wife for an op she was having. We were back together again yesterday and just had a bit of a gentle hug n fool around this morning. Neither of us getting anywhere near O but good the blood flowing so to speak.

So anyways, few hours later and I go to the toilet for a pee. Finish peeing and the usual shake n such. An all too familiar feeling from deep in porn use time and I start leaking a small amount of C. Wtf!! I know the feeling as it sadly got to a point I was chasing that from watching P and getting twisted up on sexting. So I know what was happening too, but still. WTF I was only peeing!!

Anyone else encountered something similar after a long time off O??