Accepting problematic porn use to partner could be the push you need

Been an addict since 13 I'm now 20. Happy to say I fully accepted I have problematic porn use and I'm willing to do whatever it takes to make it stop. Sometimes I just cry and feel like there's no way it's going to stop. But I Know I can do it. I have been trying to get off porn since last year, but by that time I havent accepted it as much of a problem but I do now. I accepted this when my girlfriend whom I have a 2 year relationship with came to see me and when we tried to have sex porn induced ED struck, she was soo disappointed. I love her a lot so much that it made me seek all the necessary actions to stop it. She misunderstands how my ED could be caused by porn and blames it partly on herself, but I'm prepared to change for good. Happy to share I haven't watched porn for a week now. I first started last year by trying to use a google play store app called detoxify to try to block access to it and it woked most of the time and when it stopped I would relapse before re-activating it. I've been paying for the service for two months and it helped in breaking my everyday every chance I get masturbation habit. Now I'm not using any blocker and doing it on my free will. I really wish it can be fixed, I know it can because I will get rid of my addiction. To everybody who lost wives due to PMO, your ex-wives will see you're better when you finally get rid of this disgusting habit. XOXO.

 

I have devoted everything I got on this. At first it was hard but as time goes it gets easier, and I seen the only way to quit porn is to not put a time limit and do it indefinitely or you'll end up justifying relapses

 

I think that's true, but if you stop watching at all. You'll realise going back to watch is the only way you can't be fixed

 

You really can't stop unless you stop